Lucky me I say, lucky me to have someone to share the world with. even though he has a funny new grin which sets my alarms on but. it is charming and inviting thus, I accept it as part of the freedom experience, travel enlightens.
Rain is here but its ok for my tulips which are getting ready to bust. I planted 178 bulbs and the patches are going to be black yellow red, like the Belgian flag But my partner says that I perhaps planted the German flag. darnit, I might have got it wrong. totally by accident. will see when they are full of color.
til later aligator
Cold winds a blowin, sing songs a howlin. The weather is raw the weather is king. Shorter days knocking at the door. remembrances of yesteryear, the good old days, realizing they are permanently gone and that it will never be the same state again. Its a hard world to swallow sometimes, and especially as the time progresses and with that the expectations of adaption and evolution are ever present.. But it's easier to reflect than pro actively predict.! I am faced with the harsh reality that the place in the world that I am from , the magical all possible place that I come from is vanishing, slipping away and turning into a place of sour milk and no longer that rich golden land of milk and honey...... no dwelling but really dwelling. that is the state I sit in. the longing and desperation of knowing exactly how things would turn out. its gone its gone so gone gone gone... not hopeless just placeless spaceless danceless joyless empty outta wack adaptive acceptance
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