Melt with Me

Yes, I am alright but My scratches and bruising is funny . oh well. I am delighted evermore. today I went to Moon village its a tiny spot Here I Pai that Is featuring a kind of hippie gathering .. the intent is the same but the people are ethnically Asean. Lots Of Japanese, Thai, Hong Kong, and then the old traditional whites.. from where ever they are from.. No worries or derogatory remarks just objective commenting. any way . the festival for which I am liking thus far had a special group guided mediation today .. Yes I was there and ready to meditate,, the premise was to alleviate ones suffering through vocalization of proper requests that facilitate a deeper connection to the radiant positive things in ones life thereby filling up the voided spaces with only good and harmony whilst outcasting and removing the negative .. sound terrific right.. good.. Well I was hoping it would be.. and The narrator was great and the SPACE WAS LOVELY AND THE RIVER RUSHING GENTLY BEHIND ME WAS SUP

I am delighted to report the good and bad news. all my life I am in the good news category with the exception of a few bad news times but this is the beginning of the new understanding for me and well it looks like this.. Alcohol is a major Disruption to the system as well as a conductor of bad news, like accidents, fights, break ups, abuse, pregnancy, and the list goes on and on. I hope for the sake of each individual reader and ME the most important part of this story we can refrain, abstain, get over. quit, stop, move on , move forward with out the consumptionm of alcohol. this is my goal again.. when I was in the USA it was very (semi) easy to quit because I was wallowing in the mediocraty and was awitness to the expence and risks, but when one is on holiday where the whiskey is the cheapest thing to drink and one kind of like it.. holy ship wreak there is a conundrum. Basically I get all the booze i want for free.. darn if this isnt a problem.. so heres the funny story. Last nigh