Melt with Me

hurry up, get in line, be there fast? all for the sake of waiting. someone I know has a good theory about not waiting= maybe I will understand it soon;: any way more another day

Ok so :: You do your part and make and apperance and now you have to wait,, the mind worp begins, All you can think about is, the answers to the questions and how they sounded perfectly tailored to the meeting, yet then in retrospect, you feel like they may have missed the mark, but that could just be the brain playing the memory back in a new order. this may be deep but:: i prepare things then have to wait . ARRRRGGHHH

Its here and now that matters, yet important episodes occured in the past that brought us to here. I used to say that the first birthday was the most important, because you cant miss the first one, but you can skip all the rest. I guess with my own birthday , this is how i feel, some people like to celebrate for the vanity or indugence of the self. But other people just like to keep going and not look back. For all the birthdays today. There is only one special one that comes to mind, and So i write these simple words just for you in time. Whatever brings YOU happiness, Whatever brings you peace. And whatever cookies she makes for you ? i hope your day is the best.

could be a bit strange but? I have so little motivation for the week. this is the evening of a fresh new week bustling With opportunities and why :: do i want to hide; inside and sleep? I did a good job on the interview, patience are going to teach me=: i will have to wait for their responce. I will manage I Believe There is a good potential there is a great potential it is for me to find the potential: