When Love Hurts so Bad

Yeah they all have said distance makes the heart grow fonder, but it also puts cracks in it and makes it ache.... It a funny thing to have ones heart strings pulled and to think about what it means really, OR think about what we think it means. WHO knows for sure.. Maybe my heart is just aching and not because I am in love with someone clear across the planet. Or maybe Because I am in love it is aching and longing for a flame rekindle... I didn't think It was possible... that feeling, But what I am realizing is that the one intense crazy love I felt will never be the same, for that time has passed and those feeling should too. so this is encouraging for me because I guess somehow I was expecting the same kaboom and frenzy but the reality is that NO WAY! some things are ir-reproducible and this is a good thing.. I am frolicking in the hope of love.. thanks for joining in

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wake up and smell the coffee

Cold winds a blowin, sing songs a howlin. The weather is raw the weather is king. Shorter days knocking at the door. remembrances of yesteryear, the good old days, realizing they are permanently gone and that it will never be the same state again. Its a hard world to swallow sometimes, and especially as the time progresses and with that the expectations of adaption and evolution are ever present.. But it's easier to reflect than pro actively predict.! I am faced with the harsh reality that the place in the world that I am from , the magical all possible place that I come from is vanishing, slipping away and turning into a place of sour milk and no longer that rich golden land of milk and honey...... no dwelling but really dwelling. that is the state I sit in. the longing and desperation of knowing exactly how things would turn out. its gone its gone so gone gone gone... not hopeless just placeless spaceless danceless joyless empty outta wack adaptive acceptance

made it to Picton: what a drive

Hello and happy Christmas and new year time.. I am in the most northern tip of the south island and will be taking a ferry called the Interislander: Kaitaki Challenger tomorrow for Wellington.. hurray new scenery .. and different feeling should be nice and wonderful just like i am seeking. anyway till next time much love m

4th week of goodness and English lessons

As the last few days of September are approaching, the winter chill is permeating the air again. I like Autumn I like Fall but the rain and chill proves I am not as cop-able as I was when I was a child. The bitter chill cramps my legs and causes tingles in my toes. Stay warm stay dry and drink plenty of soup, avoid catching cold and don't forget to wash your hands often. These are simple things I can recall from the youth that lingered by. best of wishes as the seasons change and we reveal the autumn of our lives. love M

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