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Long Time but I' m Back today

Hello New found world, how the heck are ya? Me, I doing pretty good I have been riding my bike back and forth to my dear old Grandmas Place to visit and Help her this week.
Life and Aging present all types of challenges, especially when ---one is at the top of there life and needs a lot more help. Its the same thing for a brand new baby. The obstacles present themselves and time gets lost in the transaction. Everything takes more effort, more disipline, more attention, more encouragement and even more breath.. I am humblily experiencing what its like to care for a person who is dying, we all have to do it and and well none of us gets out alive,
so, I guess I have been some~how preparing for my own death and overlooked what its like for other people, Not that I am anywhere near tapping out or leaving this game .. the brilliant game of life, but I have to process how the ageing and limitations are affecting my sweet Grandma and Her Children and Me and everyone that helps maintain a smooth and pride filled peaceful life, whats left...... a full life all the way to the end. This Is what I have been doing this week and I LOVE IT.. I know I can make a difference even if only for minute to minute results.
Till next time, signing off with a huge breath of fresh air and a great day to be ALIVE.As my Grandma calls me..... yours, Missy

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