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Learning about choices

Life is full of choices some are seen and most are unseen. There is a big decision in my future, well technically many, although I can only take on one at a time. I have to choose to stay here and be with a person and have a life in Belgium with all the proper fittings, like education, should i continue my education with the aim of a higher degree in a program I already love, and then there is work, will I be able to support myself and have a decent life, earning income and also going to university?
OH Yeah What about my already present bills and the new bills I havent even started to pay yet? and maybe I will even face starving for a while to get ahead, I know this is all strange to you, over there where ever you are but : I have to think about me and yes it too is strange for me as well; The big decision is this, relocate with the intention of what?, staying semi permanently or staying with the understanding to live temporarily and act like i am just in travel mode, sugar magnolia, do i just leave the USA am I ready for love and life again, am I ready to regroup and reallign with new focus an objectives? who knows
thanks for the moment

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