Learning about choices

Life is full of choices some are seen and most are unseen. There is a big decision in my future, well technically many, although I can only take on one at a time. I have to choose to stay here and be with a person and have a life in Belgium with all the proper fittings, like education, should i continue my education with the aim of a higher degree in a program I already love, and then there is work, will I be able to support myself and have a decent life, earning income and also going to university?
OH Yeah What about my already present bills and the new bills I havent even started to pay yet? and maybe I will even face starving for a while to get ahead, I know this is all strange to you, over there where ever you are but : I have to think about me and yes it too is strange for me as well; The big decision is this, relocate with the intention of what?, staying semi permanently or staying with the understanding to live temporarily and act like i am just in travel mode, sugar magnolia, do i just leave the USA am I ready for love and life again, am I ready to regroup and reallign with new focus an objectives? who knows
thanks for the moment

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I am Teaching and they love me..

Ok, so the rivers of Earth Were formed from large collections of rain from many many clouds after the great fireball earth cooled, millions of years ago, and it took man a mere 5000 years to putrefy them.. nice work man........ ok Yep my new job is great. I live doing something productive. the slow pace of settled India is to slow, I went on a walk with some elder women in my home upstairs, they take one step then the next and so on and I usually wait for the 12th step before I take my first one.. SLOW man I MEAN SLOW...its interesting for me.. I am a running dashing dancing prancer,, I can really move it... hah ha.. so this new speed of life .. I am glad I am a visitor.. any whoo.. blessing and peace. Auntie

wake up and smell the coffee

Cold winds a blowin, sing songs a howlin. The weather is raw the weather is king. Shorter days knocking at the door. remembrances of yesteryear, the good old days, realizing they are permanently gone and that it will never be the same state again. Its a hard world to swallow sometimes, and especially as the time progresses and with that the expectations of adaption and evolution are ever present.. But it's easier to reflect than pro actively predict.! I am faced with the harsh reality that the place in the world that I am from , the magical all possible place that I come from is vanishing, slipping away and turning into a place of sour milk and no longer that rich golden land of milk and honey...... no dwelling but really dwelling. that is the state I sit in. the longing and desperation of knowing exactly how things would turn out. its gone its gone so gone gone gone... not hopeless just placeless spaceless danceless joyless empty outta wack adaptive acceptance

4th week of goodness and English lessons

As the last few days of September are approaching, the winter chill is permeating the air again. I like Autumn I like Fall but the rain and chill proves I am not as cop-able as I was when I was a child. The bitter chill cramps my legs and causes tingles in my toes. Stay warm stay dry and drink plenty of soup, avoid catching cold and don't forget to wash your hands often. These are simple things I can recall from the youth that lingered by. best of wishes as the seasons change and we reveal the autumn of our lives. love M

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