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What Can I Say

Now that I am an adult and I have to deal with the world with Adult eyes and a semi mature brain, and feel the emotions of the adult dramas and listen to the adult talks and all of the adult things.. I am ready to be a child again.. Yes to have the ultimate carefree existence. the one that holds no obligation . the one that holds no real identity, the one that offers every plausible and possible explanation for the beauty that wraps us all up... to be the simple child free from responsibility free from liability free from constraints...... wow.. what sets us apart. my delusional capacity to reflect jovially and enlist a playful rhetoric about the good old days.. no of course not. what sets me apart is that I am free to live with out restraints but .. I am never free from me.. Me, myself and I .. the only thing I have to worry about at this point in my life seriously.
What can I say .. I am aging and so is my mind and especially my body .. damn the wrinkles damn the excess fat, damn the grey hair.. well.. I better not tread to tough on the physical and mental realms that prove we age... all of the symptoms show us that time is something we cant grasp in other ways except punctuated by things like Births, marriages, Holidays, and Pets lives and then demise...

thanks for the taking it with a grain of salt.

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