Melt with Me

Cold winds a blowin, sing songs a howlin. The weather is raw the weather is king. Shorter days knocking at the door. remembrances of yesteryear, the good old days, realizing they are permanently gone and that it will never be the same state again. Its a hard world to swallow sometimes, and especially as the time progresses and with that the expectations of adaption and evolution are ever present.. But it's easier to reflect than pro actively predict.! I am faced with the harsh reality that the place in the world that I am from , the magical all possible place that I come from is vanishing, slipping away and turning into a place of sour milk and no longer that rich golden land of milk and honey...... no dwelling but really dwelling. that is the state I sit in. the longing and desperation of knowing exactly how things would turn out. its gone its gone so gone gone gone... not hopeless just placeless spaceless danceless joyless empty outta wack adaptive acceptance

Hi there strange and ever aging world..:.. The passage of time is the punctuation of life, the acceptance of time is the wisdom of life the disregard for time is the lacking in life and thy cup runneth over is my appreciation of life. I truly can say,, OH WHAT A FEELING and how lucky I am. By no stretch of the imagination is my life , the so called desired, perfect. BUT, I have the keys and I have the time. make it what you will, I am making my enriching and beautifully pleasant. Peace M

Now is the time you are here in a state of contemplation. That's great because there is no time like the present. get your plan ready for implementation and then MAKE IT HAPPEN. the philosophy I spew on this blog has the intention of Positive reinforcement and is not intended for misinterpretation Therefore, abide by the beneficial and let way for the detrimental. Here is now, Now is here, act, produce and reap. XOX enjoy the sun M

Its a great schedule this year. I am slammed in the middle of the week but that's it. I love my hours and everything is functioning ok. I had a 2 week reward massage this morning and It was great. for all very relaxing, I feel good. Lately I have been suffering from Back pain the type that is like pins and needles with a little extra heat. its not nice but I make it through. constant adjusting and moving around. Take care M

Its kind'of a new take on an oldie; Snow whites' little 7 dwarfs. Hi ho Hi Ho its off to work we go..... Some of you have known it since the beginning. I love going to work , working at work and leaving work. Not bad. I have a decent commute, at least there are things to see... the farmers harvesting sugar beet and potatoes now Bumper crops actually. very good season. I can see fields of food waiting for their time. I can see small villages competing with the BIG city of Brussels near by. I actually like the small roads and bus lines, fewer cars. Other than that The part about working at work comes naturally for me. I guess I was born to be a teacher. I stand in front of the class and that perfect fit feeling comes over me and I think about how ideal my job is for me. the job of the teacher. and then of course there is the coming home, satisfaction behind the back and on to something else.... also a great part of working ha ha. There are many ups and downs but I am learnin...

Yep thats right its all back to school Monday. I am excited. Good schedule good feelings and good English!! Take care a enjoy. Heading to a wedding party and celebration but not to wild because I have to register new students in the Morning. ahhhhhh the party dilemma, enjoy the party with out the drinks ... alright if that is how it has to be lets have a ball anyway.

ONLY to replace them with the papers of this year. the never ending paper trail. I feel sad for the trees that I meet.(in paper form) I wonder if they were all harvested legally or if I have some exotic trees . Life is already too full of questions and not enough solutions, so this time around I dont actually want to know the answer. strange for a teacher but perhaps its better this way. The ignorance is bliss road. with billions of beautiful trees lining it and protecting it. a slight bit of irony