Melt with Me

hurry up, get in line, be there fast? all for the sake of waiting. someone I know has a good theory about not waiting= maybe I will understand it soon;: any way more another day

Ok so :: You do your part and make and apperance and now you have to wait,, the mind worp begins, All you can think about is, the answers to the questions and how they sounded perfectly tailored to the meeting, yet then in retrospect, you feel like they may have missed the mark, but that could just be the brain playing the memory back in a new order. this may be deep but:: i prepare things then have to wait . ARRRRGGHHH

Its here and now that matters, yet important episodes occured in the past that brought us to here. I used to say that the first birthday was the most important, because you cant miss the first one, but you can skip all the rest. I guess with my own birthday , this is how i feel, some people like to celebrate for the vanity or indugence of the self. But other people just like to keep going and not look back. For all the birthdays today. There is only one special one that comes to mind, and So i write these simple words just for you in time. Whatever brings YOU happiness, Whatever brings you peace. And whatever cookies she makes for you ? i hope your day is the best.

could be a bit strange but? I have so little motivation for the week. this is the evening of a fresh new week bustling With opportunities and why :: do i want to hide; inside and sleep? I did a good job on the interview, patience are going to teach me=: i will have to wait for their responce. I will manage I Believe There is a good potential there is a great potential it is for me to find the potential:

Hello, Great and Good world. I am so delighted today and especially right now. I have successfully Cleaned and moved and dusted and arranged my personal effects also the Room I stay in. My things are nice and neat in the next room and I am getting ready to pick the outfit. Yeah you know the most important outfit I could wear this year, The job interview outfit. DO I were the Suit, Do I wear the silk green Top, How about an array of nice slacks and shirts or what about a sweet yet conservative dress. ((OMG)) What do I wear. At least I have a selection :: that is great. til later, chill!

Having recieved delightful news that I have been accepted for and interview. I am now preparing and have been with what I am going to say to sell my self. Why do I want to work for that company, what makes me stand out, What strengths do I have that will help that company succeed??? This Thursday I guess they will find out: stay tuned for the next episode of the days of my life; haha I wonder what will happen next

I can cross three more cities and towns off my all mighty list of places to see in and around Belgie. On the drive outta town we passed through Luik aka Leige, a nice city with sketchy people and high crime, but nothing happened to us and so it was fine; we did however see two empty wallets strewn on the ground in a very short distance in addition there was a fare share of local panhandlers asking for some money for the fix of the day, but also there was a good police presence and therefore the safety was not to bad. The town its self was nicer then one would expect, its hidden and strange, there are many little towns around it so getting into the center one must drive down into the midden. There is new construction for the train stations and its modern and fresh. If one walks to the water there are historic buildings that are right out of the middle ages, rustic slanted and wooden appeal. quite cool really. After only speeking French, we moved on to MAASTRICHT, Holland. Large fresh ...